May we be sober - Week 4

[Stargazerlily]

May we be sober - Week 4

Dill, Rusty, Lav, thanks for the support and encouragement. I am feeling really sick and realize that I can't do this again. So, ODAT, 30 days is my first goal. I am looking forward to a new month, June. My favorite month of the year, due to the weather and the newness of summer.

The roller coaster of detoxing....yes I feel like I am detoxing, is just so horrible. I have been drinking warer all day. I got alot done outside, planting. So, here I am, back to Day 1.

Lode, we can do this, June will be our month of sobriety and the start of a new beginning of AF summer.

Dill, I did not realize that you had several instances of drinking too. I am afraid that it will be hard to do this again, so thanks for your comments.

I do not know what I would do without this site. Thanks for being here.

[dill]

May we be sober - Week 4

Star, when I told that I had slipped, I did not elaborate on the extent of it. But the fact is, that slip started a chain, just like what happened to you. It was extremely hard to get back to AF and I am feeling very "wobbly" right now. I lack confidence. But, all I can do is keep moving forward and working harder at staying the course. I know how you feel and what you are going through.

Let's keep swimming, keep swimming, keep swimming...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WVoC_CJbow[/video]]YouTube - Keep Swimming

[Stargazerlily]

May we be sober - Week 4

OK Dill, and thanks for being brave and courageous enough to start over. We are both worth it. IT is scary how once you start, it is so hard to stop again.