First 10 days of June BOOM are gone. That means a third of the month of June gone towards my goal of my first CALENDAR month AF. I'm playing games with myself as I do when running - constantly thinking in terms of percentages of completion (although there is no completion here, really), percentage of progress, fractions, multiples, etc. So these ways of increasing the bar (just until the next tree...) and increasing it again (ok now that fence isn't too far away...) help to keep up the stamina.
I have a dream of running my first marathon when I'm 50. That's in 4 years so I better start training now
Mr. T. is away and I found myself thinking about what I could get away with yesterday. But nothing seemed easy to execute. Those barriers helped. Plus, I kept thinking that I didn't want to feel terrible today (YEAH I'm happy to think that). Then I was thinking that there are 2 beers in the fridge but that wouldn't be enough so what's the point? Then I was thinking, I could open a bottle of wine and replace it tomorrow, but if I did that I would certainly feel like a pathetic twit so I didn't. But mostly I was thinking that I didn't want to wake up sick and with a headache.
Am I AF for the right reasons? Not really. Do I care, today? Not really. The next step in growth will come with time and reflection.
My comments for the moment. Sending POSITIVE thoughts to everyone.
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