Busy busy busy week at work - having big talk with job share on Tuesday re how it's working(it's not) after she blew up at me on the phone.
I'm viewing this as a positive and a chance to affirm boundaries and agree better way forward.stressful and not going to be fun BUT I am dealing with it so much better sober!
Took self off to spa for sauna,swim, steam etc and it was lovely.
I am loving being sober and cigarette free - starting to feel positive feelings now it's been 2 weeks, ordered 'drinking a love story' and am reading another book which I soooo identify with - family background/self esteem the lot.
Band night tonight - I AM DRIVING - I've also told more people that drinking makes me feel sad so it feels easier to stick to.I don't feel unspoken pressure then.
good day all to come - off to get hair cut BADLY needed and hopefully have a shopping binge for work clothes - also badly needed!
Happy Saturday!
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