I made it - still AF - wasn't hard once I got my head round it - tho did go to bed at 12.30am on Friday while others carried on until 2.30am.
All looked pretty rough next day.I smoked LOADS though - think that helped me through.
I am coming up to 4 weeks on Saturday so will tackle it after that I think.
I did check in each day on my mobile - can't post but it was good to see all your inspiring posts.Mood really starting to lift now - almost finished 'drinking a love story' I'm not exactly at the stage that she got to but it's on it's way.
There was a great quote about do you have to hit rock bottom or not that points out that real rock bottom is death!Helped with my 'I'm not bad enough yet' debates. I also liked the cucumber/pickle analogy - you can't turn a pickle back into a cucumber but you can stop a cucumber from becoming a pickle.I really identify with the drinking to block stuff out,how alcohol seems like the solution but keeps you stuck and how we drink to become the person we want to be.
Great stuff - good day all to come.
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