Deter for mayor!
Good luck with the Lasik tomorrow, DG. I have many a friends who have had it done and they have had absolutely NO regrets!!
I enjoyed my couple of hours on the couch with the cat today. Just what I needed. Watching mindless TV, and eating my way to the fat farm..... oh well, it is better than drinking! I will have to address the weight gain at a later date.
My dad phoned me tonight. I was ready for him to take his upset out on me from what happened yesterday with my sister. He was OK. I am going up to see him tomorrow. He had told me that his wife wanted to know if it was OK if she phones me when the time is coming near. Of course!
BUT........ how does one watch someone die??? OR deal with a parent dying??? I am glad that I have a counselor on hand. I spoke with her for over two hours a month ago. She said that she would be there anytime I need her. (well, of course business hours).
I honestly feel at peace with everything; just having a hard time with the 'finality' of it all.
Anyway, I am off to bed. I took a Melatonin and now feeling like I shall hit the hay.
Well lovelies, have a good night. See ya all tomorrow. And thanks for all your support. I seriously need it, and appreciate it more than you will ever know. The last thing I want to do is spend these days with a bottle! Lots of kisses! xo
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