Today my 10 year old daughter with tears in her eyes said, "mom, I can tell when you've been drinking, you can't lie to me anymore, why do you try? Why can't you just stop? i don't want to live like this anymore - I can't tell my friends, I have to hide this from everyone. Just stop"
Okay, I think I hit my brick wall. Do I ever feel like the biggest bag of shit now. I am in so much pain - I have to end this cycle of sober, drunk, sober, drunk. It has to end. And it has to end now.
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