Hi Fabbies! HC - I hope you have had a glorious Saturday down under. It's rainy here but I'm going to look at the bright side. No need to feel guilty that I'm not doing yard work today! I have a Mary Kay apopintment later this morning, and I'm hoping to stop and see a struggling AA friend on the way. I really want to run my Couch 2 5K routine today, but not sure about trying to do it in the rain. Maybe it will clear up a bit this afternoon. Then later I want some mandala time.
Knowing what life has been like through many drunk years and many sober years too, I am facing a stark example of what AL really does to our lives. It robs us. Especially if the robbery is slow and insidious (like it was for me) it was hard to even notice what AL was robbing me of over time. Until I finally woke up and realized I didn't like anything about myself or my life. And just wanted to end it. Remove the AL and things have gotten so much better. Not perfect all the time. Ups and downs for sure. But looking at all I have in my life today compared to where I was 4 years ago? (before coming to MWO the first time) WOW. What a difference. And now I have watched my friend slide back down that hole.
I am so grateful to be sober today. I'm going to do what my Step Coach always said - hang onto it with both hands.
What is everyone up to today?
One thing is for SURE....there will be NO AL in my life today.
DG
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