Thank god trauma is the first component of my treatment cause I think I'm in shock right now.
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I just found out that another one of my friends from High School passed away today. She was 34 years old. That is the 3rd friend of mine in the past 3 years. What the hell. I am only 36 - why are my friends all dying so young?
Thank god trauma is the first component of my treatment cause I think I'm in shock right now.Every day is a day to start over and remember that I am powerless over my addiction. I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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universal;1126760 wrote: I just found out that another one of my friends from High School passed away today. She was 34 years old. That is the 3rd friend of mine in the past 3 years. What the hell. I am only 36 - why are my friends all dying so young?
Thank god trauma is the first component of my treatment cause I think I'm in shock right now.sigpic
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No worries, I won't drink. I am at my trailer in my serene place and there is no alcohol here nor do I have the means to get any. Nor do I want any. I think I just can't believe it! So no actual shock, just a sense of sadness and unbelievability. It just seems that 3 in 3 years is crazy - I just can't believe it. But don't worry, I won't drink. I am staying online - besides, if I was to drink I would ruin my chance to get into therapy and there is no way on gods green earth that I am going to F that chance up. I have been given way too many second chances to screw with that.Every day is a day to start over and remember that I am powerless over my addiction. I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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right here with you Uni! I'm so sorry you have to go through this right now but you are holding strong and honoring your friend with your sobriety. Stay on line-someone is always here.
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"Because dwelling from, not upon, the space you want to inherit is the fastest way to change absolutely everything."[/i]-The Universe
KO the Beast!!
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