Ah SD! :l
Jobs suck, honestly! During my Nursing career I went from one bad job right into another. No one ever notices how hard you try to make thing better either.
I understand your stress & frustration. I ended up promising myself when I got the college tuition paid for the second kid I was going to retire that profession. I actually got out the summer before he started his senior year because I squirrled away enough cash to cover tuition. I spent some time after that working for some friends in their title insurance business & that definitely was not for me :no: While I was recovering from my head injury I decided to do something nice for a change & I ended up opening my embroidery/monogramming very small biz. I'm not making tons of money the way I did but I'm also not frustrated & stressed.
Look around, there just may be something much kinder & gentler for you on the horizon
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I am becoming proficient at ignoring the drinkers & smokers around me - it takes practice but remembering you are doing the right thing for yourself is cool
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I woke up this morning, once again with tears on my face - that just sucks!
I'm getting angrier & angrier about STUFF & am starting to consider revenge. So instead of commiting a felony (with a baseball bat) I just signed up for a free weeks at Curves! I need more/better exercise to assist this aging metabolism of mine & I figure the endorphins won't hurt either
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Curves is only about a 20 minute drive from cow country, sorry I didn't think of it sooner!
I don't really know where my daughter is going to end up. Unfortunately they are closing their Bark Busters franchise. They have had some serious problems with the home company. They moved to this area to be near their territory. It's complicated & ongoing at this point but they will be living at least an hour's drive on more from here.
I'm just getting too old for all the changes in my life
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