Good Mornin’ All!
It is another great mornin’ hear in Hotlanta. Gonna be a beautiful day – even if it rains bucket! I’m down to 0.5 Lexapro every other day and feel better than ever. I think it was keeping me so level that I would not get down or go up – if that makes sense. I am just concerned that if something bad happens that I hit rock bottom depression-wise – that happened once which is what started the lexapro – but I was also drinking at the time. CONFUSION!
Anyway Pap – the hiring process can be really complicated and it may not have been anyone that betrayed you. Here is a case in point. I currently have two open positions. One reports directly to me and one reports to a manager who reports to me. Then I have another manager that does not have any open positions but it jockeying to get a friend of hers transferred from a S&^t hole area in the company to our division. She all but promised her the position. I interviewed her and she was not a fit for either position. Also, once the position was posted, my management give me guidance of the type of person that should be in both positions – something totally different with a much higher skill set. Both are pretty high paying positions and I have people coming out of the wood work either trying to get it, get it for a friend, or a friend of a friend. Point of the matter is that the positions took on a totally different life once the initial posting was done – people that seemed qualified suddenly went down with new direction from senior management. So, my point is that MAYBE you were never betrayed – the dynamics of the hiring process just changed in mid stream. Happens all the time. Not defending anyone, but just another take on what could have happened. Anywho, if this comes up again or you want to talk about it, you have my personal email address (I think) and it goes directly to my cell that carry all the time. I don't have alot of experience of talking someone off a AL binge yet, but business stuff like this and workplace politics are my life so I may be able to help you sort it out sometime if needed.
Went to dental appointment #2. Lasted a little over 2 hours. I must have been really tense because when I got home, I slept for two hours. Got up, wizzed (sorry), and went back to sleep for 3 hours. Got up again and wizzed (sorry again – TMI?) got something to eat then went to bed for the night. I have to go back in 4 weeks for procedure #3. AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Thank God for FSA!!! After what insurance pays, my out of pocket is still over $1,200. And it's not crappy insurance - they are paying over $2K!!!! Without my FSA, I'd be out finding me a pimp to come up with the paient pay amount! I think I'd make an awesome pot bellied gigolo!
Anyway, I’m still chugging along – looking for day 60. I know it will be here soon. Have I said lately that I am lovin’ this AF life!
Ok, gotta get son #1 ready for school. Have a great day all!
IJM
It is another great mornin’ hear in Hotlanta. Gonna be a beautiful day – even if it rains bucket! I’m down to 0.5 Lexapro every other day and feel better than ever. I think it was keeping me so level that I would not get down or go up – if that makes sense. I am just concerned that if something bad happens that I hit rock bottom depression-wise – that happened once which is what started the lexapro – but I was also drinking at the time. CONFUSION!
Anyway Pap – the hiring process can be really complicated and it may not have been anyone that betrayed you. Here is a case in point. I currently have two open positions. One reports directly to me and one reports to a manager who reports to me. Then I have another manager that does not have any open positions but it jockeying to get a friend of hers transferred from a S&^t hole area in the company to our division. She all but promised her the position. I interviewed her and she was not a fit for either position. Also, once the position was posted, my management give me guidance of the type of person that should be in both positions – something totally different with a much higher skill set. Both are pretty high paying positions and I have people coming out of the wood work either trying to get it, get it for a friend, or a friend of a friend. Point of the matter is that the positions took on a totally different life once the initial posting was done – people that seemed qualified suddenly went down with new direction from senior management. So, my point is that MAYBE you were never betrayed – the dynamics of the hiring process just changed in mid stream. Happens all the time. Not defending anyone, but just another take on what could have happened. Anywho, if this comes up again or you want to talk about it, you have my personal email address (I think) and it goes directly to my cell that carry all the time. I don't have alot of experience of talking someone off a AL binge yet, but business stuff like this and workplace politics are my life so I may be able to help you sort it out sometime if needed.
Went to dental appointment #2. Lasted a little over 2 hours. I must have been really tense because when I got home, I slept for two hours. Got up, wizzed (sorry), and went back to sleep for 3 hours. Got up again and wizzed (sorry again – TMI?) got something to eat then went to bed for the night. I have to go back in 4 weeks for procedure #3. AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Thank God for FSA!!! After what insurance pays, my out of pocket is still over $1,200. And it's not crappy insurance - they are paying over $2K!!!! Without my FSA, I'd be out finding me a pimp to come up with the paient pay amount! I think I'd make an awesome pot bellied gigolo!
Anyway, I’m still chugging along – looking for day 60. I know it will be here soon. Have I said lately that I am lovin’ this AF life!
Ok, gotta get son #1 ready for school. Have a great day all!
IJM
I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
I am much happier, healthier & remaining AF just on my herbal stuff regardless of what happens in my life. I have survived my husband of 38 years slithering away without feeling the need to drink about it 
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