Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

Thanks Available...I'll be ok eventually..two steps forward, three steps back....I'm starting the Topa stuff tomorrow...hope it works...and hope you're doing ok too...good luck to you and thanks

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

its not easy SS but we keep on going and stress does not help one iota i think. My stress happens in one week and 4 days when my mother arrives for her 6 week annual xmas visit. love her dearly but i lose me and me time and i have to learn patience that i dont have lol. Dolly steps SS, one day at a time. keep on here and keep reading and posting. i gave up for 11 days which was the most since i can remember and thought oh i can moderate, yeah right! so after drinking for 7 days back to day 2. harder this time as i dont feel as determined but i will get in the right space with the help from these lovely people. we are all in different stages as you will see and if u make a mistake there is no judgement from here only understanding and compassion.

and i am waffling like crazy today as i so feel like a wine and its driving me nuts to feel like this!

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

Understand completely....tomorrow will be day one for me so you're way ahead of me..and holidays are so hard....especially when families come to visit..no matter how much we love them..THEY STRESS US OUT !! 11 days?? wow....my best is 8, so congrats...try to stay strong...I know, easier said than done...I'll be saying that tomorrow after day 1 ! Enjoy the weather there..it's cold here in Pennsylvania....35 degrees! and raining!..Be strong!!

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

I'll try, how can one have time to think of themselves on this site when there are so many of us the same. it feels good to know i am not alone. the weather in melbourne is crap today, overcast, cool and raining on and off. 4 seasons in one day in this state but would not be anywhere else.

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

I guess it's your morning there..I'm off to bed now..I'll start my topa tomorrow..do you do this? if so, how much? I'm looking forward to the weight loss part....I've gained 30lbs of wine weight...I can't wait to drop this fat...I waddle when I walk now..like a penguine.
I'm going to attempt to go rollerblading with my son tomorrow...if you don't hear from me again, it's been nice knowing you all this time..I'll probably be in traction for the next month..I have to replace drinking with exercise..I used to be a long distance cyclist...did cross country cycling trips across the US...WOW...that should piss me off enough to make me stop drinking??!!

Tomorrow..DAY 1 !! YOU ...DAY 3!! You can do it!! Have a great day AVAILABLE!!!

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

No SS it is 3.30pm and i finish work at 4.30 and then it is my hardest part of the day, when i go home, go to bottlo, get wine, drink and go to bed.

No i am not on anything but going to chemist tomorrow to get supps and download the Vale bible which i cant wait to read.

you take care and hospitals are overrated and i know i work in one and in the neurology department where i see what alcohol does, mmm have i learnt not yet. your son will love the time spent with u and maybe u should ride a bike instead. bit worried lol

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

I'll look for your post if you need to chat...I've done the Topa in the past..years ago..it really does take away the cravings for AL...I hope you make it through the tough part of the day...I'll email from the ER if I'm there...my son wants me to tow our 70lb English bulldog on my rollerblades....or she will tow me...wish me luck...good night and you will make it through day 3...SS...Lots of Love and Warm Hugs

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

SS slowly sinking back to oblivion. just so cant get the way of why i am here but i no tomorrow is another day

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Going to try again - 30 days, anyone?

SS and Available - just dropping in to wish you guys well. Today will be a week AF for me. Sober really is better!