Good morning Saturday and Happy ThanksGiving to Lav & Co
SD - sorry but your shopping story made me giggle, it sounded like pure hell! Did you actually get something really worth while?
I so understand exactly how you are feeling about isolation even down to AL being an escape from it but you are forgetting that brings not only more isolation but darkness, misery and self loathing. We are all transitioning, and any change is going to feel uncomfortable at times. The beauty of being AF is that we have the clarity to see things as they really are and we also have the power to do something about them. NEVER think there would be comfort back in that bottle SD, that truly is the lonliest place in the world.
Rusty - you summed it up pretty perfectly, I "was" a really out going person and I guess i still am, I just don't know where to channel that out going energy. Yes there are plenty people I could pass the time of day with but like SD said, the conversation is superficial and I'm so over that. The group I went to recently was perfect as we all had common interests but they only meet once a month and it's quite far for me to travel. I had even thought about an AA group to meet other non drinkers but there isn't one in my town?! Your Thanksgiving sounded absolutely wonderful. Oh and I will be watching even more "rubbish" tonight as X Factor is on and I will no doubt be eating lots of rubbish too :H
Papmom - get that poop scooped! :H how did you manage to get the dizziest checkout guy in the store? :yay: I got a check in the post yesterday from my car insurance co for ?15, no idea why and it's only a small amount but its money in and that's all that counts. I never buy a lottery ticket so I rectified that yesterday and bought one for the next month made up of numerology nos from my name.
I woke up and my 1st thought was work so it was great to find its Saturday and that I'd actually slept till 8am! It's still really high winds here and very cold but I will venture out with Elle then come back to bed with my coffee.......
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