Off to collect wifi kit so can use my new netbook, collect parcels, get my fringe trimmed, buy some fruit and coffee.Then back here for cleaning, tree and decorations out of loft and throwing away/thinking about packing stuff away for decorating in Jan.
I ready the post about feeling used by alcohol and can really identify with it - being honest I am getting the odd 'it's not fair, just one at christmas' etc etc - I know it's the booze monster talking and it's all lies and where has it got me..
overweight
depressed
anxious
no hobbies for decades
fear of change
reduced fitness
smoking
other stuff
wasted money
home not looking as good as it could
I could go on... that's enough to be getting on with - I so remember dieting in my 20s and always going over my calorie limit as I had to have booze calories - or not eating enough so i could get wasted/not put on too much weight - secretly pleased when i vomited (which i did EVERY Friday night for a good couple of years in my 20s).That was fun?
Anyway happy to be af - if a bit fat and know that if i can lose weight with little exercise/booze calories SURELY I can do it now with exercise and no alcohol.
Good day everyone,
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