Cold is kicking in a bit so not feeling amazing, not feeling any remote temptation to drink at all.
I had really got into dissatisfied mode - about house - and also really analysing my feelings ' is this depression' - no it's just feeling anxious about seeing someone and also sad about saying goodbye to a good friend. i think i had made all these feelings much more intense by analysing them/rather than just feeling them. Then i turn to my thoughts of booze to soothe myself.
LVT - you are so right - i lost count of the number of wine adverts/promotions that i see at the moment. it is so over glamourised - think i need to remember the hideous hangovers, how it feels to have had far too much of the stuff,all the reasons why i am not drinking in the first place.
for me now it's coffee then collecting friend then we'll see what the day brings. other friend arriving about 2. good day everyone - cat needs something i am being summoned
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