Had lovely evening at friend's house last night - food and games - not even tempted by wine everyone else was drinking. Not getting complcent but it's nice the 'it's not fair' phase has moved on - for now.
Today work - nearly finished now - can't wait! Tonight i plan to cook healthy dhal and baked potato with greens and do exercise dvd and funding app for team.. didn't make team for jan - even tho i am injured am disappointed - i know it's fair and makes sense -realistically i need to get fitter/stronger - i think i had really got my hopes up.
It's pride - and sums up my worries that i am no good - irrational and not helpful thinking. worried i will never make up etc etc - gonna let myself be disapppointed for a bit then move on.
I need to get going and make lunch/breakfast - have a great af day everyone
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