Hi Okey!! Great to see you - welcome back!!! Would love to hear about your journey!
Yes Mary - looking inside instead of looking to place external blame when I am uncomfortable / irritated / frustrated / etc. was something I NEVER used to do. Sometimes now it's difficult to do or I forget! But it's always better when I DO look inside. Inevitably, that is where I will find someting I CAN control and change. (often my view and interpretation of things) Looking to change external things or just place blame and stay mad never makes me feel better.
School starts in less than two weeks. Having all night classes is going to be a huge adjustment for me. I will still be in class about an hour away from home when I am normally in bed! That also means I need to adjust to sleeping a little later and really changing some things about my daytime routine. I think I need to try some different AA meetings at different times, or maybe even find out if there are some meetings near school at 4 or 5PM. I'm going to treat it as an adventure - an opportunity to get out there and meet some new people.
DG
Comment