Ugh. It is SO early and I am still awake. Meeting at 7:30. Napped for an hour or so. I am real smart - all nighter at my age. I have 13 minutes to finish before shower. Tick Tock. Still have a few things to finish up. Hope today goes well. Content of meeting good (I think) - today's outfit pinkish ensemble with light spritz of Clinique Happy.Generally not a stinky girl. Come home, chat (well you know I am going to), prepare for tomorrow's meeting - Friday ensemble black with spritz of bug spray or fels naptha.
Still on abs train - choo choo Day 4. I am feeling much better. Did not even take Topa yesterday. Being aware of my likely state of stupor this AM, I am taking my ADD medication ... DUH (I have been told by those who love me that it really affects me in a positive way), why don't I do that everyday??? I will buddy/sis/PA AND the Adrafinil that I bought out of concerns about topa dopa. I guess I am not (oops ... 9 minutes) topa dopa, just global dopa. Perhaps no one will notice, or they will at least not subject me to a typing test. My house is a mess, but I am sober!
So, to all in absville - enjoy this pleasant little place of (5 minutes) of stress free living. Stop and smell the roses. It is nice here. I can actually sit here composing before I use my fine electric 3-hole punch to create the final touches for my anal binders. I am a bit OCD about hole placement you see. But that is ME, not the booze talking. I don't go near the hole puncher after too much wine.
To those just starting on their abs walk ... remember it is process. If you falter, get up and get right back on. Yes, figure out WHY you tripped ... but don't waste the next week afraid to take any more steps. It is the small day to day steps that count. It really is day by day. And over time, the days get easier.
WOW - I think I am getting more alert. That adrafinil is kicking in!!! Neato!
Okay, have a great day all in absville -
Pansy
Da Pans
Panseroo
(edited 'cause I don't want to offend Oprah lovers)
Still on abs train - choo choo Day 4. I am feeling much better. Did not even take Topa yesterday. Being aware of my likely state of stupor this AM, I am taking my ADD medication ... DUH (I have been told by those who love me that it really affects me in a positive way), why don't I do that everyday??? I will buddy/sis/PA AND the Adrafinil that I bought out of concerns about topa dopa. I guess I am not (oops ... 9 minutes) topa dopa, just global dopa. Perhaps no one will notice, or they will at least not subject me to a typing test. My house is a mess, but I am sober!
So, to all in absville - enjoy this pleasant little place of (5 minutes) of stress free living. Stop and smell the roses. It is nice here. I can actually sit here composing before I use my fine electric 3-hole punch to create the final touches for my anal binders. I am a bit OCD about hole placement you see. But that is ME, not the booze talking. I don't go near the hole puncher after too much wine.
To those just starting on their abs walk ... remember it is process. If you falter, get up and get right back on. Yes, figure out WHY you tripped ... but don't waste the next week afraid to take any more steps. It is the small day to day steps that count. It really is day by day. And over time, the days get easier.
WOW - I think I am getting more alert. That adrafinil is kicking in!!! Neato!
Okay, have a great day all in absville -
Pansy
Da Pans
Panseroo
(edited 'cause I don't want to offend Oprah lovers)
:ranger 
c: 
My brain keeps telling me I can moderate but I truly do not think I can moderate at this point in my life. So abs....here I come again. Refuse to listen to the nasty little liar in my head. 
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