Free and Fit February

[papmom3]

Free and Fit February

hey fab febs! Home from work once again. I'm getting very tired of this!! I really want to go to the store and get more soup, tissues, juice, supps etc as I'm out of everything but just don't have the energy.

Lav-i had chicken noodle soup for lunch so hopefully it will work its magic.

I sure wish we could find Dew. I'm very very worried.

[Chillgirl]

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Hi Guys

Papmom - Im so sorry you are sick again :upset: you must be picking up the bugs at the NH. Im sending you healing vibes.

I checked my PM's as I thought I had Dewdrop's phone no. but I must have deleted it and I have no idea her real full name so I cant be of much help.

LBH - I understand you association, my stongest ones are over celebrations and sorrows, thats when i still feel that pang of something missing. I quickly replace it with something else now, a treat less harmful to my health and wellbeing. It does take time but the new associations are kicking in now.

Im using my imagination for the David Beckham ad but I dont think im reaching close to the impact of the real thing guys. Rusty cute body but too many tattoos for me, I will keep Colin instead.

What a day I have had! I have been progressing towards my new plan which was to leave Scotland and my job at the end of March and move down to England. I have a friend in Birmingham who has recently converted an old house into bedsits and is happy to rent me and Elle a room. I have enough saved to live for a couple of months while I job hunt in some of the areas I would like to live between there and London.

I had even been considering live-in work. There are plenty jobs for rich elderly people living in country houses with an annex for living quarters. Having someone live in prevents them having to move into assisted living and this would have given me a temporary solution to my affording rental.

Anyway, today I got news from Portugal that the bank have agreed to at least a 12-18 month reprive on repossessing the house there and did I want to go back?!? Be careful what you wish for. I have had a few hours to digest all the implications and I have decided that if I can, I will rent it for a further 6 months, the money is going to help so much! That gives me 6 months at trying out life down South to see if I like it, to see if the climate difference makes me feel better and more than anything just to try something different. If I still want to go back after that I will have at least 12 months in my home again and possibly longer. I suprised myself by not jumping on the next flight back. I want to be there with all my heart but I also want to know I really gave other options a shot. Something inside of me is holding me back and I truly believe its my higher power guiding me in an other direction.

[papmom3]

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whoo hoo soul sista!! The Universe is indeed smiling down on you! I am so proud of you for not jumping at the chance to go back to Portugal immediately. I love the idea of you going down to Birmingham where you can breathe for a bit and figure out what you can do to earn a living at something you love (reiki?). I think the idea of living in the converted house is kismit. She is welcoming you AND Elle which is fabulous. Plus you will have a friend nearby. The 6 months of renting the house in Portugal is a wonderful buffer. Once at the bedsit, you can look into live in work which I think you will be awesome at! There are downsides to that type of arrangement ( i did that once and it didn't work out too well) so make sure everything is spelled out in writing. Anyway, plenty of time for that. Ooooh I'm so excited for you!

[Dewdrop]

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Sorry I haven?t been around for a bit but it?s been an adventurous week. I saw the respiratory nurse on Tuesday who put me on antibiotics as I had crackles on my lungs and for the sinus infection that just hasn?t cleared and has become more deep seated, however they didn?t help and when I went back on Thursday I had a bad coughing fit in the surgery, trouble breathing and ended up in hospital overnight. Seems I?ve had pneumonia but I am on the mend now and feeling better, it has wiped me out though and I do feel very tired. Mum came over and stayed for a couple of days and has made pots of soup and stews for the freezer. I need to take it easy for the next week or two, just wish the weather was warmer so I could sit in the garden but the coal fire will do. I just haven?t had the energy or the will to log on.

On another note I have been approached to see how I feel about voluntary redundancy and I am in a bit of a quandary about that. Yes it would answer all my prayers and give me a good financial package to move on with. However it will affect my pension and will I find another position?? Do I even want another position?? I have put a lot of time and effort into starting a Consultancy business but I really think in this economic climate while there is enough for a part time post there isn?t enough for full time work. To be honest it?s really doing a similar role as the day job so although I like being my own boss I still don?t feel that passionate or enthused about it. Also I would lose all those perks such as holiday pay, sickness pay, company car etc. but I often feel these days that those trappings are like golden handcuffs that keep me locked away in a prison. Maybe the universe is offering me an opportunity to escape and I just need to jump over the edge?? Well no need to make a decision right away but lots to think about, maybe having this time away from the pressure of work has also come at a good time ? there?s a silver lining in catching pneumonia!!

I?ll catch up with you all soon when I'm feeling a bit better but don?t worry about me.

Dewdrop :h

[Chillgirl]

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Thanks Papmom :l Im excited too! I so love my solitude so sharing space will be a big challenge for me but this friend is a very dear one and will respect my space. I cant complete my reiki until November and really want the whole qualification before I consider going anywhere. I also want to do so many other courses and home study which I cant do in Portugal. With the cost cutting in my overheads I might even manage to work less hours, save on doggy care and have time to study. If and when I go back to Portugal I want to be in the best possible position for maybe working in a holiday retreat there.
Im so not done here yet!

[Chillgirl]

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Dewdrop! Thank goodness you are ok, Im so sorry you are having such a hard time with illness. I think Papmom must be psychic, she knew you had been to hospital :l

As for your other news, wow! I say take it, doing a job you dont like for a bit of extra pension makes no sense, you so wanted the chance to branch out and try working for yourself. The Universe is making it very apparent.

[papmom3]

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there you go Chill! Keep listening to your gut girl!!

Dew-Oh I am so glad you checked in!! I just knew you were in trouble physically but so happy you were able to get help. Just sorry it took so long for anyone to recognise what was happening.
Your words tell me that the "golden handcuff" analogy is right on. Is it scary to leave a stable job with a pension and other perks? Yup. I've done it twice in my life and I have no regrets. I just made sure I could pay the bills and expenses as much as possible. I never knew what was around the corner but it was exciting and as a result I added to my skill set even if I didn't stay in the field. Its obvious that whatever is going on in the company you are at right now is not good for your health-lots of stress by an unstable manager and way too much traveling for someone who has battled the biggest threat to anyone's life. I know that with your wonderful meditation habits and the friends and family who love you dearly you will be able to figure out what the right (not necessarily safe) road is.
Thank you for sharing and I hope you'll continue to do so. Glad to have you back!!
:h:l

[Chillgirl]

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A word of caution, tonights full moon is a powerful one.

[papmom3]

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yikes!! what does that mean??

[Chillgirl]

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oh dont worry , its nothing scary, you might just have some strange dreams and if you do look out for signs

[papmom3]

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whew! Thanks Chill! I hope I have a dream about winning millions of dollars :H

[Cassia]

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Hi all

Sorry I haven't been around. Work has been super stressful and I am trying to get organized before my holidays. Lots of stuff going on in the office - some of it not very comfortable but I just keep smiling and hope for the best. Everything happens for a reason right?

Cyn - I am so sorry for your loss. I hope this week goes as well as can be expected. Chin up and lean on us for anything you need.

Chill - sounds like a wee bit of luck coming your way and well done thinking through how best you can take advantage of the situation. What does it mean if we have a powerful full mean.

Dew - glad to hear that you are on the road to recovery but please take it easy. You have had a tough year illness wise.

Big hiya to everyone else.

Well - pretty happy that the Superbowl trophy is coming back to NYC although disappointed that I won't get to see the parade tomorrow. Also, super excited for the start of my Spanish class on Wednesday and I organized drinks for the team on Thursday. It's funny - a bunch of the guys were like, we aren't coming if you aren't drinking and I was just like, your company will be missed then if you don't come. It made me smile. They are just winding me up. If only they knew...
xxx

[Lavande]

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Hello Chill, Dewdrop, Cassia, Papmom & all!

Chill, I say move south & keep your eyes open
A lot can change in 6 months time.

Dewdrop, pneumonia - geez! Sorry to hear that. I know how wiped out you're feeling right now. So nice of your Mom to come provide some healthy foods for you. I know a lot of people taking early retirement despite the slight decrease in pension. My husband retired when he did because the current contract was about up. if he had stayed & retired during the new contract he would have lost money. Three others retired at the very same time out of a department of 26. Lots to think about I know. Just take care of yourself first.

Cassia, sorry work is difficult.......almost seems 'normal'
My son was just telling me today of all the difficulties they are enduring in the DC FD. Firefighters are getting frustrated & quitting. Not good....
Hope your trip is wonderful

Papmom, do you want me to Fed Ex some chicken soup to you? :H

I think the full moon is officially tomorrow night but it looks pretty full right now - look out!!!

[papmom3]

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yes please Nurse Lav!! I never did get out of the house today so my pantry is pretty low. Friday is my next change to go shopping. Looks like I'll be eating out this week!

My nose still hurts and I've got a dry cough but I think my energy levels are OK. I haven't felt like napping since this morning. And yes, Lav, I have a cool mist humidifier going. And yes, I ALWAYS worry about colds turning into bronchitis or pneumonia which is why I baby myself. I WANT SPRING TO COME DAMMIT!!

[Cassia]

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You not feeling great P3??? Big virtual hug coming your way! X