Bird, your post brough literal tears to my eyes. That was beautiful. I will say it. It was lovely!!!!
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Sunday January 14th
You're awfully good at communicating, Birdman. I think you protest too much! Well done on Day 20. I wish you could hold all of us and protect us from harm, too! Since I'm a woman, I can say "lovely", and I think it is really lovely that you feel that way. The warmth and support of the people here is a really strong support. Isn't it great?
Thank YOU for being one of us!
Hugs,
Kathy:lAF as of August 5th, 2012
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Sunday January 14th
Hi all...Birdman that was so sweet and well done on 20 days!!
Well today is day 6 for me and iv been ok so far but im really struggling tonight...im so bored and i feel so boring cause im sober..if that makes any sence?!!
Im really battling with myself not to go out and buy alcohol...this is by far the hardest day for me so far, i keep thinking how easy it would be to just go buy some...trying to persuade myself that one night wouldnt be that bad when i know it would. I feel like iv got a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other both tugging my thoughts this way and that....i cant concentrate on anything cause my mind keeps coming back to the thought of drinking.
Im feeling very weak willed at the moment...HELP!!!"Every passing minute is a chance to turn it all around"...Penelope Cruz...Vanilla Sky
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Sunday January 14th
i felt that way too most nigths, just think about being to post about day 7 going on 8 tommorowIt's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.
James Gordon, M.D.
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Sunday January 14th
Wow- logged on late and had a lot to catch up on in this thread! Good job to you all!!!
Just got back from a long walk to the shopping centre. Man, it is ridiculously COLD out there!! We aren't use the horrible weather with all of these low temperatures and snow. It was invigorating nonetheless! My daughter woke up in a sour mood this morning and was practicing her "Terrible Two" trantrums uch:, so I figured I would get her outside and cheer her up. Did us both a lot of good. She fell asleep at Wal-mart (I could actually get some shopping done - HOLY COW!) and she is still asleep in her stroller! For me, my level of frustration has completely subsided. Ahh.... peace at last! LOL! It is amazing what some exercise can do for you eh?
Day 16 for me. I am starting to really feel in a groove now. For all of you who are back on the horse again - CONGRATS! For you who are building up the strength to start AF - WONDERFUL, you can do it! And for those of you who have days of AF under your belts - AWESOME. And... for those who are struggling, HANG IN THERE!
I honeslty wonder why I never quit a long time ago? The feeling of being AF is absolutely magical!
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Sunday January 14th
Thanks guys, its so nice to know that there are people here that i can lean on when im feeling weak and who give thier support. Im gonna hang around here for a while and reread some old posts to remind myself why i dont want to drink then i think ill take pauls advice and have a relaxing soak in the bath then get stuck in to my stephen king book (insomnia)...how ironic..lol!!!
Loves and thanks
Lou-Lou x x"Every passing minute is a chance to turn it all around"...Penelope Cruz...Vanilla Sky
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Sunday January 14th
Nice one Lou, just imagine how bad you'd feel in the morning...I know i did....This is your running partner ordering you to have a chill out night with the bath and the book....I am going to have the bath and then shoot some people in an online game i play..( Call of Duty )...Very immature..but very theraputic...I wish i could spell..I don't care who you are...Your not walking on water while i'm fishing..
One drink is too many... A thousand is never enough...Sober since July 2nd 2009
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Sunday January 14th
Wow reading all of these posts is so reassuring. Birdman that truly was lovely. I am also stuggling wanting to go get a bottle of wine, thinking I am roasting a chicken and white wine goes so nice. I came on here to read a few jokes and then I came to this thread you don't know how much this helped me put things into perspective. Thank you all very much.
:l :l :h :h"What I do today is important because I am exchanging a day of my life for it."
Catherine Pulsifer
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Sunday January 14th
Thanks Macks..... it really does help to have a running partner..and seems as youve ordered i guess ill have to comply. Bath and book it is for me, youre an absolute star you know!!! You go ahead an play your shooting game to your hearts content...whatever helps us not to drink is good. We'll get there mister..especialy you as you have the lovely Mrs macks behind you and im sure that will help me to...the stronger my running partner is then the stronger i'll be too...im very competative..lol!!!
Loves to you and Lisa
Lou x x x x"Every passing minute is a chance to turn it all around"...Penelope Cruz...Vanilla Sky
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