Begin wherever you want to touchofgray, and of course, you're welcome back Louie!!
Anyway, I'm home now, and I must confess that my cranberry and ginger ale seems a tad boring, but I am stoked up on my supplements and my topa, and I don't feel tempted to drink, so that's a good thing. I made sure that I had a good dinner before I got on here to check in. So far so good.
For all the good vibes and wishes, I say thank you so much. I know they have helped me. It's amazing how alcohol can SEEM to fill some of the holes in you that you really have to learn to fill yourself. That is what I am going to be working to learn to do. I had a dream last night that something was broken on my computer, and each time I fixed the problem, it led to something deeper that was wrong that I had to fix. I think that is a metaphor for me and the things I have to work on inside of me. In the dream I felt tired and occasionally pissed off, but I also felt a quiet determination to get to the bottom of things and get it right. I hope that is a good sign.
Anyway, that's all for now. I'm off to read the other threads. On to day 2 tomorrow!! I haven't drunk so much that I've had hangovers or stuff, but it's nice to know that I am doing something good for myself again.
Hugs to everyone,
Kathy:l
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