didnt think i would be posting in this section , but yep its now one month af free, how do i feel ok obvoulsy pleased with myself but also sort of "exposed" ie in some ways im more aware of alocohol than before . as wheni was drinkingi just bought it and that was it sort of to speak .
had a big craving the other day , buti sat down and thought of the consquences i f i did drink ie the guilt , the anxiety all the hard work down at the gym gone to waste etc . and that was enough to stop me .
im trying to structure my day and use new coping skills . this anxiety med seems to be helping a bit .
so ill keep plodding on .
i dont want to think if i il ever drink again its still early days and taking one day at a time
hope everyone is doing ok
ill post again soon
j
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