Firstly to everyone who's been feeling down, I felt awful for about the first two weeks, and now i feel great.What i mean by that is that it will pass, and your feelings will change.
Lou - totally relate to your post about not knowing who you are, feeling blue.I am in the same boat.
one of my mjaor issues I was discussing with my counsellor I saw last year was that i didn't know who i was, or put myself first, worried about what everyoen else thought and fitted around others.
Thinking back now no wonder i didn't know who i was - i was pissed every weekend and rest of the time recovering from that,physically and mentally trying to be healthy!
It is like being a teenager again as you feel your difficult sad angry feelings that you haven't before(and your more positive feelings).
I know i will go through that again, but today is a good day.You will have a good day and I hope it's soon. You're doing great and think how strong you are not to have drank your way through it - that's something you should know about yourself.
anyway day 27 for me.Plan to have a couple of drinks sat but am quite nervous about it really to be honest.
I want to do it and it's part of the plan but am worried I won't be able to do it.
Guess there's only one way to tell.
Anyway all the best everyone and keep warm xx
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