I had decided to drink at party this weekedn, one i n March and my birthday in April.
So far this week i had 2 big glasses of wine on Tue and felt bad.last night I had a pint and 5 small glasses fo wne.
i feel like shit today, have lots of work to dso and prep for party.
I think part of me was going back on booze to fit in, I was anxious before i went back on it and ever since I've been on it.
tellingly I've not exercised once this week - partly due to cold and exhaustion but maybe booze affects that too?Life was simpler AF, I was happier, had more money and more energy and time.
seems crazy not to carry it on really, need to get chocolate habit under control and have a few more diet cokes few less alcohol free beeers and could seriously shift weight in time for my birthday.
anyway it's good to be back
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