Glad to be back home this morning and waking up with a sober head...It feels like things can actually move on now and i can concentrate on getting some real AF days behind me..
It was great meeting up with friends and family i hadnt seen for over ten years...Its just a shame about the circumstances it was under.
I did carry my grandads coffin...and i did manage to keep it together..Until we actually got inside the church..And on the cover of all the hymn sheets was a photo of my grandad in my dads back garden holding out a pint of guinness....He looked so happy..And while i didnt go wailing like a banshee....I couldnt read anything for a good ten minuets..
I know its an old cliche about looking at your own life after going to a funeral...But afterwards me and lisa didnt get back in the limo..We decided to walk home and have a chat....We came to the conclusion that we didnt want our children going through what we had just done...And i think thats something that is going to help me a lot over the next few months..
I'm looking forward to catching back up with friends here and finding out how your all doing..
Speak soon..I wanted to speak more but the kids are going crackers...Things are definatly back to normal
Love Macks:l
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