I thought a lot about what was said on the thread yesterday, and the day before ? about how ?once a pickle you cannot go back to be a cucumber?, I finally need to swallow this bitter pill somehow. So far I have been telling myself that I don?t drink because I aim for a healthy, better life, because AL gives me nothing of value. That even if I could mod, I?d rather not put AL poison in my body (the same way I wouldn?t eat processed meat or candy). But I never faced the fact that most likely I can no longer mod.
Acceptance and humility ? these are my thoughts for today.
How about that coffee now?
TND, I know you are busy with the shop ? but do come and get your cuppa ? got the EVCO out for you today.
Porqoui ? big hug to you, that is a lot of nasty stuff to deal with. Vent, rant and shout your anger and resentment out. I?ll listen !
Greenie ? thank you so much for your words yesterday.
Mick ? how is it like to be an AF Scot in England?
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