af day Sunday 30 Dec
Hi everyone,
I am brimming over with love in my heart for all of you. I will try to send some your way through the universe of energy that connects us.
PPQ, I am so sorry you are dealing with ex and lawyers. What an awful process. I think you should feel free to vent here - it is home. Some of us can relate, too - been down that road twice.
Nurdl, you are doing great - if the 2013 thread doesn't fit, no need to be stressed by it. Ann seems nice, and I like the idea of joining with her. Time will tell. I don't know if I've ever mentioned it, but I love your tagline - the string of pearls. It's not a weight to accumulate the days, it's a jewel.
Cantoo, the weather is glorious here. I'm getting out soon, and will hike in our hills. Next week, I'm going skiing with my son (Det, we'll be close in Tahoe). How do you stay energetic? Are there supplements you take to maintain your energy?
Kuya, thanks for starting the 90 day thread for me; it means a lot. You know, last night I thought about drinking briefly, just to sabotage my progress. I realized it was fear - fear of always being sober, fear of never drinking again, fear of not having that emotional release if I really needed it. I saw it as the fear it was, and said to myself, one day at a time. Funny how scary sobriety is. I take heart from folks like Lav who have many AF years now. I'm guessing it's no longer scary.
Mick, I miss you too. I hope all is well. We will be here when you come back.
I'll check in later.
Cat
Hi everyone,
I am brimming over with love in my heart for all of you. I will try to send some your way through the universe of energy that connects us.
PPQ, I am so sorry you are dealing with ex and lawyers. What an awful process. I think you should feel free to vent here - it is home. Some of us can relate, too - been down that road twice.
Nurdl, you are doing great - if the 2013 thread doesn't fit, no need to be stressed by it. Ann seems nice, and I like the idea of joining with her. Time will tell. I don't know if I've ever mentioned it, but I love your tagline - the string of pearls. It's not a weight to accumulate the days, it's a jewel.
Cantoo, the weather is glorious here. I'm getting out soon, and will hike in our hills. Next week, I'm going skiing with my son (Det, we'll be close in Tahoe). How do you stay energetic? Are there supplements you take to maintain your energy?
Kuya, thanks for starting the 90 day thread for me; it means a lot. You know, last night I thought about drinking briefly, just to sabotage my progress. I realized it was fear - fear of always being sober, fear of never drinking again, fear of not having that emotional release if I really needed it. I saw it as the fear it was, and said to myself, one day at a time. Funny how scary sobriety is. I take heart from folks like Lav who have many AF years now. I'm guessing it's no longer scary.
Mick, I miss you too. I hope all is well. We will be here when you come back.
I'll check in later.
Cat
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