My husband & I took a long car trip adventure...visiting various family members around the country. We were gone for almost a month. It was wonderful! We kept our sense of humor & went to meetings wherever we were.
I read the last AA entry from January in the Abs Forum. I know I am powerless over alcohol. I cannot take a single drink, because that would cause my downward spiral...unmanageable is putting mildly what happens to my life if I drink.
Now that we're into Feb. I will work Step 2 along w/Step 1. I'm 100% sure I need a higher power to restore me to sanity, as I tried on my own & failed. I know I was insane while drinking. All I have to do is look at how crazy my behavior was while drinking (i.e. lying, hiding, betrayal, etc. etc.). Thank God I don't have to live like that now.
It's good to be home & back at MWO. Today is my 4 month anniversary...after my relapse. I feel strong & committed. 90/90 worked well in getting me back on track.
Hope all is well w/the regulars here.
Love, mary
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