Impart a way P1. Just a little history: I was at my other job for 5 years. Had only meant to stay 2 but then the economy tanked and with it my house value. Still underwater. My former boss and the boss before him at another job were both egotistical power hunger mean people although take them out of work context and they are pretty fascinating. My last former boss was also a horrid micromanager. I'm beginning to think all supervisors are and I don't want to be that person. I liked my former job even with all the abuse I got until about 3 years ago. Kind of the same time as I stopped drinking but it was just a coincidence. My job got boring and rote and I started looking for other positions. I went through 2.5 years of job search hell. Came close a number of times but nothing worked out. Got denied a promotion which was the last straw. I'm beginning to think maybe Im the one with the problem as I don't stay happy no matter where I am after a few years. I can't tell you how many promotions I have been denied over the last 30 years so it must be me. I don't really have a passion for anything career related anymore. Haven't for about 10 years. I have so many other things in my life I'd much rather be doing and if I could figure out how to support myself working part time at my demo job I would do just that. I would kill to walk away from my house and debts if I could find an apartment that would take 5 animals. I don't have the time or money to keep this house up anymore and I don't see my salary going up significantly. I guess that is way I'm so pissed at myself for screwing up the one opportunity I had to make enough where I could start saving a teeny bit. I'm too young to retire (12 more years to go to get my 80%) but I'm old enough to realize I was freaking lucky to get hired at this new position considering my age. Still would like to hear what you have to say tho.
How did your doctor's apt go on Thursday? Any good news?
I have spent most of the day fighting the credit union where I have my car loan. For the 2nd time in a year they've contacted me to say they haven't received my payment, yet I'm looking right at the bank withdrawal. After about 2 hours on the phone with them, it turns out the account number my bank had had 2 numbers transposed!! Not really sure whose fault that is. Probably mine. It always is these days. The money was going to someone else's account but not every month. Spent another 2 hours on the phone with my bank trying to sort everything out. I think it's all set now but there goes my day off. I decided to sit down and do some sewing which got out some frustration. LM now has 2 brandy new belly bands that match his fur color. Styling!! Was going to my nephews' hockey game against the Bruins but just didn't have the energy to shower and change so I begged off. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and I'll be way more productive. Kitty is also not eating today so that's another worry. I'm trying to accept it all for what it is and not make myself crazy trying all different things with him. I've already decided no more fluids. It's too stressful for him and me. I do think he is still drinking quite a bit so I guess that's an OK decision. I can't get more than 5 or 10 mls in him anyway so it's just not worth it.
I think I'll just go back to bed and watch a marathon of American Pickers.
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