I had a shitty weekend, but for some reason, I feel good today.
My granddaughter's been in the hospital since Friday. She has a kidney infection and was very sore, not too poorly, but ill. She's a lot better now and will be home today or tomorrow.
I'm an optimist believe it or not, so I always knew it was just a minor thing, but my daughter and my wife and her mother have been so worried.....Also, my car broke down on Friday. More bills! So what did I do? Yep. Friday night after vsiting, I got drunk. Stayed drunk on Saturday. (Other relatives were on visiting duties so I didn't get to hospital on Saturday.) I sobered up yesterday. It's all the usual blur, but I have a new resolve today.
I'm going to read the book again, re-supply the cupboard with my supps and I'm going to do my 30 days AF. There, I've said it.
One more week at the grindstone, then I'm off for a week. This would normally mean at least five days of drinking. However, my dad and two of my sisters are going to spend three days walking in the Highlands with me. Fantastic!
Thank you all so much.
:h
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