Last week and a half though have had about a bottle of wine a day socially each day.
I need to quit again, I feel fat, unhealthy, haven't exercised and also have been smoking loads.I also have no money. I remember feeling great after 2 weeks af last time but seem to have lost my motivation/faith that I can do it. I really really want to though, I want to get back to the gym and enjoying exercising, not coughing myself to death as I've smoked tonnes of cigarettes.
I've started seeing hypno about low self esteem, had 3 sessions and felt more at ease/confident.
after this one i felt quite down, hated my job with a vengeance and wasn't very sociable at teh weekend. I'm wondering though if it just put me in touch wht what I'm really feeling, wanting.
anyway look forward to being back - day 1 for me again.
I'm planning to do af until this friday(at a festival) and then until 2 weeks after that(another festival).I now I'm not strictly doing a month af but would like to hang around to help my motivation.I'm off to the gym later to sweat out some toxins!
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