Hi Pansy - I understand the anxiety you are going thru. I'm single too and have those feelings of 'what would happen if?" I have no one else to rely on. I was basically out of a job about 3 years ago and could move for a position but didn't want to. I did temporary positions within my company - and more task force situations came up than I would have imagined- and 5 months later there was an opening for me that just worked out great.
I felt panicky too. In fact one morning I was supposed to get a call with an offer for two different positions - one within my company and one from another company. I was so nervous I started drinking at about 9am. And the only thing I had in the house was whiskey - which I dislike. So I paced up and down my living room taking shots of whiskey while waiting for a call. So I kinda get it.
Somehow, you have to believe that it will work out though. For one thing, it will. You will find a job. You are smart and hard working (right ?

Hello to everyone else tonight too! Popeye...walking is working some magic on you I think. I'm so happy for you - you sound great.
I had a good day today and a pretty good weekend. Kept busy. I did do something kind of different - I tried non- alcoholic beer. It was pretty good too. I had two. I'm going to try using it as a treat during the summer. I thought about trying non alc wine but that might send me down the wrong path. I drank mostly wine and not beer so...anyway, I'll see how that goes.
Going to bed now. Getting up at 4:45am to get to the gym and sweat. Then I have external auditors meeting me at work at 8:15

Have a great night - sleep extra well.
Love,
Lisa
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