Morning Ladies,
Today is clerical day, so no kids. It's a nice change, to get caught up. I've also been able to catch up on some posts. Really good stuff ladies!
Dot, looking and feeling great is such a wonderful thing. I know we can't turn back time and take away wrinkles, but I don't think I would ever want to do that anyhow. Too much time wasted on alcohol, but need to live in the present.
LB, you sound peaceful. How are you doing with the DIL having moved out? Are you still holding family meetings?
Mossrose, what you're doing, posting when you're not feeling happy, is what I need to do. That's the right thing to do. And this is the thing. We have many moods, feelings, emotions, and being able to deal with them without alcohol is the key. Talking about it is key. I'm learning that.
SL, the switch for me never was, never will be. I can accept that, but when the "snap" happens after all my AF days, it doesn't involve that I believe I deserve it. I know I should never drink, so it's awareness of the sabotage that I am choosing. I need to learn to love myself so this doesn't happen, as well as protecting my quit. I've worked hard over the years to gain understanding of myself and who I am, what my addiction involves, so I must continue to work at it. 39 days for you!!!
Pav, daily gratitude is what I need to work on also. I really think seeing a therapist will be helpful to me. I need help in sorting things out. I'm ready to let things go and work through them. I'm ready to like myself and protect myself from "myself." That doesn't make sense. Oh, I think you get it!
Hi Giraffe! That hot air balloon ride sounds like lots of fun!
And Jane, shelling cruise! You two are having some real adventures.
LC, you're sounding great.
My Luck, congratulations on 160!
NS, I really liked your post. Down times hit when not focused on why this is the right choice. We've got to keep that in the front of our minds. You've always talked about noticing the small but good changes daily and to be thankful for them. You're so right. If you're not focusing on the good, then what's the alternative? That doesn't work.
Ava, tomorrow's your big day. I'll pray for you. Breaking Bad is such a good series. I'm glad you're going to get online while you're in Thailand. Take lots of pics! Did you buy a sexy new bathing suit!?
Nar, how are you sweetie?
Ok, I must get some grades done! I'm thankful that I am back where I need to be. I'm thankful for this day. I love you ladies.
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