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[j-vo]

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Morning Girls,

Just read through last few pages, took my notes, and now I have to go to duty! Will reply later. Love u!!

[narilly]

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Morning! I am super busy at work and just want to say Hi

Hope you are having a great day.

xo

[j-vo]

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Ok, on break at concession stand...

Wanted to say something about being an introvert and expression through writing. I am not one to speak up first at meetings, actually I'm finally able to sit in a meeting without running out. But the beauty of a forum like this is being able to express who you really are, your personality, without holding back. I would hold back in any real-life situation. It's a little less now, but I'm not going to try and be someone I'm not anymore. I've always tried to hard to be like this person or that, because I liked them, thought they were funny, intelligent, and whatever else drew me to them. We're each special with our own abilities and don't forget to shine your special selves to others.

Jane, I bought my antabuse online from River Pharmacy. I took one half pill, but also like the fact that i have it for just in case my mind goes bonkers and I think I want to drink. I haven't had an episodes like that for awhile so all is good, but it's a good security. Oh! Love your paper dolls idea! You have a creative mind, dear! Hope you're feeling better today. I l really liked what NS said about developing new projects that keep one engaged in life, and to add to that, new goals. Now that I'm not drinking, I'm trying to keep myself at a reasonable amount of goals so I don't overwhelm myself. I feel like I'm making up for missed time.

LB, aka Super Beagle!!!! The French Quarter was a challenge and now a new memory of being AF. I can't think of how you could have done anything better than you had. You held family meetings, you're a great role model, and look at DH who is on the sober path now with you! Keep doing what you're doing. The most important thing of all, is protecting your quit, and you've done that in addition to helping those close to you. You're a Rock Star Super Beagle!

El, I know you're busy, just thinking of you and hoping classes this week are going well.

LC, I love my alone time, too. That post really made me think that while I'm in social situations, not to push myself over my normal personality limits. I don't have to because I'm enough now. I create stress and I can recognize that and let that go.

Star, I've had self-esteem issues my whole life, and this is the longest stretch that I've felt really good about myself. And all it took was sobriety, which, BTW, is a lot of work, but we're worth it, Star. One day at a time.

NS, thanks for reminding us that developing new projects and goals is part of recovery and a part of a great life for anyone. I think this is all a part of not becoming a "dry drunk." I don't want to be the person I was while drinking, just without the alcohol. No way.

Patrice, don't push yourself too much and expect to be rid of all addictions. I'm still smoking here and there and I'm not beating myself up over it. We don't realize that all of us are in early stages of recovery. Give it lots of time and when you're ready for the next smoke quit, you'll know it. Maybe just a walk, like Ava, with some music or even listening to bubble hour. Recovery and exercise at the same time! Love killing to birds with one stone.

Ava, you sound farking fantastic, and I'm proud of you for getting your walks in. Hang in there, as you've had lots of curve balls thrown at you lately with health and job, and you've been so strong all the way through it.

Ginger, Kailey, Daisy, Nar, Pav, Wags, G-man, and anyone who is on a mission with us, let's keep moving forward together.

[j-vo]

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Oh, saw "Tammy" last night with Melissa McCarthy and Susan Sarandon. Love them both! Anyhow, not a super great plot or anything, but I could relate to Susan's alcoholic behavior and how it affected others so much, how she embarrassed herself, how others felt sorry for her, and she finally got the help she needed to be free. Some good humor - Melissa McCarthy makes me belly laugh!

[Starfish1]

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Just peeking in from work (at lunch time) and was given a "lunchtime" assignment from my supervisor. Having my first white knuckle moment since Saturday...this job is a huge trigger. Wish I could read a bit more. I need strength to make it thru today. The best thing I have is my accountability here and y'all. Thanks for the support!

[NoSugar]

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Star, Be as logical about this as I am sure you are about your work itself!

If your boss gives you an unwelcome assignment, is a solution to brush your teeth? Escape by reading a novel? Of course not. Putting something into your mouth or somehow numbing the experience is not an effective response to the problem. So, neither is alcohol. xx, NS

[Ginger999]

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Starfish, We are right there with you! Never forget that. Together we can conquer anything!

[Eloise]

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Hey there! Just a quick check in and yes Jvo my art classes are going well. So far so good and I am enjoying the kids.
Other positive developments too... I will share, promise, just quite sleepy as I was up at 5:30 and it felt good!
No headaches either....

[Ginger999]

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El, So glad to hear that the headaches have passed. YEAH!

[Ginger999]

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El, So glad your headaches have passed. Yeah!!

[Starfish1]

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Thanks, Ginger and NS...I got locked out for a while. About to head home. I will be okay once I get there.

[available]

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Star you can doing anything, you are sober girl. Dont stress about it and take each day as it comes. al solves absolutely nothing.

I had a dream last night that someone bought me a glass of wine and i smelt it and could taste it and i didnt taste it but i thought it would taste beautiful. oh blah, i no wine tastes foul.

Well an interesting night on the nest for me. a nester actually nearly drove me to wanting a drink. Damn, and double damn, why oh why do some not take advice on board. I did have a fabulous "wingman" to help things along but alas i do not think this nester will ever give up al. Sometimes its not fun to be awake when you lovelies are asleep.

Well i am off to work again. This repeat button i hate repeating but at least it makes me money, when i was hitting the repeat button with drinking it did absolutely nothing. Gratitude mode, maybe not!

Jane loved the way you exercised while drinking, i did exactly the same thing. always had a wine when i was on the ninendo wii.

Well off i go.

[j-vo]

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Pav, let us know how t went with friend. I'm meeting two high school gf and I'm not worried. Becoming more comfortable in situations where people are having a few with or without dinner. Any more than that, then I don't belong there. My new rule!!!!

[NoSugar]

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Jane

How about you share here what about drinking sounds appealing to you? I suspect we might have some counter arguments .

[roxane]

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I have nothing constructive to say Jane but :l to you.