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[Choices]

3 weeks isn't going to fly by... But at least it's an end in sight. I'd probably stay with friends or off doing stuff as much as possible to avoid being around the negative energy. Lots of time at the movies, or on libraries and malls is what I typically do when I'm counting the days for a living situation to end! Good luck LB

[treetops]

Hi there Choices and good to see you. Warm at the moment isn't it?
This is such a demanding time for you LB. I guess you will be busy with your job. I have found in the past that having my own work and value from that (I dont just mean the money) has been important in keeping me going. Its really hard but your work is your space (even if you are working for others - if you see what I mean). I hope you have your own space to sleep in at home. The weekends and evenings will be tough.

Very best to everyone else.

[j-vo]

LB, I'm glad that you see an end in site but I worry for you anyway. How are you emotionally? Is there anyone you can see, a therapist to talk to about what you're going through? You need to take very good care of yourself right now, extra good care of yourself. And I like how you're having a nice relaxing bath. Perfect. Keep pampering yourself friend.

I was thinking today how many people know of my drinking problem. Over the years, I've told this person or that person, and really, a lot of people know. But that doesn't seem to bother me much. They would never be surprised if I said I'm not drinking, they'd never pressure me into drinking, and if they care about me they would be happy for me. I don't know why I'm even thinking about this. I guess for me, it doesn't matter who knows and who doesn't know, and really, it's none of anyone's business unless I would let it be their business.

I met a girlfriend from HS today for lunch. It was so nice to talk, laugh, and we got to some serious conversation. She has lupus and it affects her skin. She can't be in the sun. I told her I haven't drank since October 19, the last time we went out. She was surprised, but I said that alcohol and me, we just don't jive. Anyhow, it wasn't a long conversation about it, but I said, everybody has something and she agreed. At our age, it's so much easier to see that everyone does have something. So this is my thing. Lupus is her thing. I told her we have to get away somewhere together. Somewhere there's not a lot of alcohol and no sun!

[Choices]

Yes, I agree Jvo.. No one really just skates through life. What is that saying,, ? you know your doing the right thing, when you don't need other people's approval .. Or don't care about their judgements or disapproval ... Agh! Something like that!

Yeah, good to see you to TT. This heat is unreal. Today hasn't been too bad for me, but overall It's been energy sapping!

I'm really enjoying my new paddle boarding partner. We go at sunup and it's been amazingly beautiful. I also started my Permaculture certificate workshop this past Saturday and I feel great about it. Met some seriously interesting and inspiring people. I kind of can't wait for the next work shop... But I have a lot of study to do before it... So I'm glad to have some time. I love that I need to say... I need to study! It's been SO long since I've used those words and had it as one of my priorities. It's nice to have a focus outside of home that is also working towards something for my family.. If that makes since?

[Choices]

Yes, I agree Jvo.. No one really just skates through life. What is that saying,, ? you know your doing the right thing, when you don't need other people's approval .. Or don't care about their judgements or disapproval ... Agh! Something like that!

Yeah, good to see you to TT. This heat is unreal. Today hasn't been too bad for me, but overall It's been energy sapping!

I'm really enjoying my new paddle boarding partner. We go at sunup and it's been amazingly beautiful. I also started my Permaculture certificate workshop this past Saturday and I feel great about it. Met some seriously interesting and inspiring people. I kind of can't wait for the next work shop... But I have a lot of study to do before it... So I'm glad to have some time. I love that I need to say... I need to study! It's been SO long since I've used those words and had it as one of my priorities. It's nice to have a focus outside of home that is also working towards something for my family.. If that makes since?

[jane27]

Jane, this article really struck me today. It covers drug interactions. Thankfully you've not experienced anything like this but it is possible that some of your mysterious problems could involve interactions. I hope you're feeling well now.
Prescription for harm: Dangerous drug mix leaves woman fighting for life - Chicago Tribune

Thank you NS! I am taking one of the meds she was on and am familiar with the reaction she had. So so scary. I am in the process of weening off Prozac while switching to another SSRI- taking it verrrryyy slowly and hoping for the best. I read a story just this evening about a man in Australia who was given 2 weeks to live when his liver shut down from supplements he was taking. Last week I ordered some things from Amazon- Turmeric, Thryoid Support, and Sipulina. I'm not touching any of it until the meds are stable and predictable with regard to side effects. These kinds of stories really freak me out. I don't feel confident that appropriate controls are in place (for supplements) or frankly, that all the data gets published when things go south with prescription meds. I wish there were labs that provided pharmaceutical testing for consumers (to verify content of ingredients). It seems so strange that we just have to have blind faith in the industry to comply with standards and procedures.

Wishing everyone a good EMA xoxo

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[STEADFAST]

Greetings, Gloamers,

Little Beagle, have read back and see what a challenging time you're having. I don't know what to say but hang in there. The advice to pamper yourself is sound. As is staying sober, but I'm sure you'll do that. :hug:

Jane, I saw that story about that guy taking supplements & getting sick; scary, isn't it. Best of luck with changing over your meds. I've been in that situation a number of times, having taken anti-depressants for years. Currently stable on Zoloft. The good thing is we are sober, which makes the chemical equation a lot simpler.

Take care everyone,
Steady
:love:

[little beagle]

Yes this IS a very trying time. And scary. But one day at a time.
J-vo finances are very tight for me so you guys are my therapy.
Wish I was at the beach Choices. It makes me feel so much better.

[NoSugar]

Good to see you, Steady. I read on the 100 day thread that you had a nice holiday away from daily life stresses. That sounds wonderful. And your life sounds like a vacation to me, Choices - Paddleboarding at dawn!!

I hope you have a peaceful day, LB.

Supplements aren't regulated in the US in the same way food and drugs are so with all the problems we have with drugs, I'd be doubly careful with supplements! I'm glad you're keeping an eye on that kind of thing, Jane.

It is true that everyone has some struggle, usually invisible to others, and oftentimes the more perfect someone's life appears to be, the worse the hidden problem. That quote that pops up all over the internet is true, I think: Be Kind; Everyone You Meet is Fighting a Hard Battle

[j-vo]

Morning,
We have off for President's Day. Have to go to our school board meeting this evening, which I don't look forward to.

LB, we are here for you.

Good to see you Steadfast.

As soon as son wakes, we are working on more scholarships. He was suppose to get up much earlier, but you know, that didn't happen!

Have a good day.

[little beagle]

Checking in.

[j-vo]

LB...:goodjob: Keep checking in.

[treetops]

Good to see you LB and JVo, NS, Jane and others. Just a brief fly by as I am very busy with work.

[jane27]

Just a check in for me too.

Its nearly 12:30am in my neck of the woods....very special day for one of my favorite Gloamers...
Happy 4 months Jvo! May you keep on rocking it!

[treetops]

4 months - what a hum-dinger! You wee beautie!