Morning all -
I finally had a decent night's sleep last night - the first one in about 6 months, thank goodness. What a gift! Thanks to everyone for asking about my work - I will eventually tell you about the last 3 1/2 months, but actually right now it's still too close and painful, and I am committed to 'moving toward the light' and putting it aside until I can take a healthy look at what happened. Star - I am still working, just back to the copywriting that I was doing before. This other job prevented me from doing anything more than the minimum for my previous clients, and I am counting on their good will to keep me working for them at this point. I have a huge 'to do' list for today, and every day last month was filled to the brim with 'catch up and repair' work, plus the holidays, but I do feel like I'm finally making progress.
One thing that got me through these last months was an affirmation I remembered from reading Lois Hay:
All is well
Everything is working out for my highest good
Out of this situation only good will come, and
I am safe
Often, I didn't believe it as I was saying it! But I kept at in (in them middle of the night in the middle of a panic attack) and by jove, it turned out to be true. I know myself much better now than I did in September, even if that means knowing what I don't want to do.
Love to everyone today - Rusty, if anyone can make your friend laugh, you can! And DD, great work on the 6 days - keep at it, and don't waver, you will never regret it.
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