Day here sober for me - did really good self dev course yesterday at work,, about developing yourself 360 as a person,naturally I'm a feeler/thinker which means when under stress I need to do the create/believe activities to balance myself out, e.g. exercise,gardening,art,cooking,faith,yoga,religion ,meditation.Also at the root of it all is my need for approval, which I need to deal with and sort out as it's holding me back.
Interesting, and some of those things definitely work for me.She also identified that I am creative but not doing creative activity,I think because I just don't see myself that way.
Anyway - work very difficult with my two people, working to hang onto my confidence and strength,working at home this am as car in garage - hoping in a way it's out of action all day so that I can't go in today.Meeting with tricky person planned for today - in some ways be good to move to Monday,but we'll see.
One thing is that I know that alcohol just makes it all worse,I was so so anxious on Sunday,yes I'm still anxious,but at a much more manageable level.
Have a great day everyone.
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