SUNDAY 24 AF AUGUST

[scottish lass]

SUNDAY 24 AF AUGUST

Lavande;1697881 wrote:
I saw the pictures on the news of all the wine bottles on the floors of the wineries up in Napa - oh boy - some people are going to be very upset

:H:H:H:H:H OMG 6 months ago I would have been one of those people!!!!

[TheSunFlower]

SUNDAY 24 AF AUGUST

Checking in. Mick...there is a part of me that is running like they are about to set me on fire...but I am actually "skipping along....and on my way out". I could not be happier. Everything is falling into place. So many things have dropped into life.

What I think is funny is when I got "sober"....I magically thought I would be top dog salesperson. Instead what happened....not being numbed out....I realized how unhappy I was with my career. I actually performed worse sober than I did numbed out. What does that say?

I am happy.....I am living, loving and whole new life. The only thing that makes me sad is that I never realized....I had the same choice every morning I woke up. I am not wasting another moment. Every single day I could have done what I loved vs. the "safe" route. Jim Carey has a great speech on this.

I love my life and no longer feel the need to numb it out. BUT....if I continued to live that life....the only option was to numb myself out or be completely miserable.

I have decided to be happy and live the life that I love.