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    #1

    Saturday August 30

    Morning all!!
    off to market then to the beach. It will be an exhausting day and drive but it will be good to wake up hearing the ocean. Right now I'm starting to hear those fall crickets. Hope everyone has a marvvy weekend!

    Sam
    Liberated 5/11/2013
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    #2
    Saturday August 30

    day 1 again,up early with sorehead and quesy stomach,friends over,OH offered me cava,my fault,but not helpful he offered it.I know that's a trigger now so to repeat 'no I'm fine',it's just not taking the first bloody drink - or even 'whay are you asking?'.My responsibility,but not helpful.

    So I don't drink and it's day 1.off to stay with friends,taking diet lemonade and af beer and no f*****g way am I drinking.I need to end this BS and push through being scared/stressed at the end of a working week sober,run or a snooze would have helped.
    one day at a time

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      #3
      Saturday August 30

      MAE ALL...

      Sam...thanks for kicking us off. You're just heading out and I'm just heading to bed.

      Bear...sorry to hear about the decision you made. I know it's tough to finally commit to an AF life but it can be done. :l

      Boss called me about 8pm tonight saying he was in a real bind with the casino our association was working this weekend so I ended up doing the 10:30 - 4:00am shift. Just home now and a little hyper. Haven't been up this late in forever. His comment was I owe you big time and yup he's got that right.

      Will check in when I actually start my day for real.....PPQP

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        #4
        Saturday August 30

        Good morning Abbers,

        Hope your day & long drive both go well Sam. Enjoy the ocean breeze

        Bear, you keep repeating the same behaviors & choices so you keep getting the same results. You can pull the plug on that record any time you like. It's up to you!

        PQ, wow, I sure hope you are rewarded handsomely for the OT!
        Good damn thing you weren't head first into a bottle of something when that call came in Hope you catch up on sleep!!!

        Det, you can have all the butter & cheese if it really makes you happy :H
        Unfortunately it just makes me sick, ugh.
        Glad you are entertaining yourself & staying out of trouble while Dx is away.

        Greetings to Mick, TT, Pauly & everyone.
        Have a fantastic AF Saturday all!

        Lav
        AF since 03/26/09
        NF since 05/19/09
        Success comes one day at a time :thumbs:

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          #5
          Saturday August 30

          Mae everybody,Sam,enjoy the beach,sounds fun,PPQ,that shift would kill me and i agree with Lav thank goodness you are sober and got the job done,Bear,yeah,the cycle has to stop,i have been paranoid this week cuz i know next week is my slipping pattern,all i can do is breathe through it,and try and change my mindset,it better work dammit! i'm soooooo sick of relapsing,recovering,bleh,just got back from a walk,it took lot's of motivational speaking to myself,but i did it over and done,hope we all have a lovely,peaceful,sober Saturday
          I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

          I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
          Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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            #6
            Saturday August 30

            aaaarghh...tried to get on here this morning..as soon as I tried to post anything ..it binned me off...and then I couldnt get in at all...wouldnt accept my log in!! so now its 8pm ..dont know whether it was the site or the laptop...but the laptop is going back next week!! out early tomorrow morning Ive got to pick my friend up at 4.50am..so need to leave here at 415..

            sam ..enjoy you holidays mate..

            hiya ppqp..wow he does owe you big time!!!make sure you milk that one!!

            hiya Lav...bit late for a cawfee ..but here you go..how is the foot today?is it getting any easier?

            hiya pauly..hows you today?you know that next week is your slipping week..ok so what have you got in place as a strategy to make sure it doesnt happen..theres lots of things you can do ..diary ,calendar daily chart,af beer anything that will reinforce your quit..the biggest one for me would be ..sod that I aint doing this day again!! you can do it.

            hi bear..well here we are again...the same step on the stairs....you know ,you can get as much advice,counselling,therapy ,anything...but until you get your mindset in order it just aint going to happen,so I guess its down to you now really.

            right folks time to go......take it easy and have a great night
            af since the fourth of July 2012...howzat then America..now proudly marching into year 12

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              #7
              Saturday August 30

              Nite nite Mick. I just started the Sunday thread - good to see that you are OK.

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                #8
                Saturday August 30

                wrote my story today - feels .....hmmm....cathartic.
                Have had so many thoughts in my brain, needed to put them down, it got a little long....

                apart from that, managed a 5 1/2 mile walk. Went to farm stand - have raw honey, figs, honeydew melon and EGGS!!!

                feeling good here - hope you all are too....
                “The only courage you will ever need is the courage to live the life you want"

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