I've made decision - cancelled roller derby fees - means I feel no pressure to go,can't make team and can go whenever I want (or not!).Feels really good,though a little sad - realised I don't have to stop full stop and never see my derby friends again(tho some I won't miss!). Think I may be getting meaning of looking after myself - finally!
Messaged old friends yesterday and felt really good to know I will have free weekends coming up - to do nothing with - sort house out - see people.
Hope you're all good today,thanks for input and here's to better days ahead.
from slightly happier less anxious Bear
Comment