Thanks for all the really great messages of support. I think part of my probem is I beat myself up,then feel anxious about it, then that means I drink/smoke more.
I convince myself that I can't do it, so I need to work on changing my negative thinking. Same with my weigh/exercise issues - if I just do it and don't think about it it's ok.
I need to try to focus myself in today and let the rest take care of itself, well I actually can't drink/smoke too much this weekend as I have zero cash so that is quite handy in a way!
The exercsie is coming along nicely now and I am getting into a routine.
It helps that I have a 5k race coming up so I need to whip myself into shape a bit, I just need to relax and not stress about stuff as the more pressure I put on myself the more it all goes pear shaped.
anyway bye for now
Bear
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