Well shoot - I posted twice here in the last few days from my phone since we were traveling. Nothing appears here!? So sorry. The online/phone version of the program is not so user-friendly, I guess I didn't press the right 'post' or something.
anyway, I'm home and happy to be here. Traveling, especially two 5 hour flights, is hard. I was very very sick with flu/cold last Thursday and Friday, and I wondered how I would do on the plane. But I had turned it around by Sunday, and did fine on the flights. Then I was just getting ready to post yesterday afternoon when a big storm came up and knocked out phone and internet in the area. Thank goodness we didn't lose power, but it took until 11 PM for the service to come back.
Sounds like life has been busy -
Lav, good luck with the babysitting - sorry you have to handle everything all alone!
Dill - what great news about your trailer. A beautiful route from northern MN is to go into WI, then up into Canada and southeast into NY state. You miss all the cities south of the great lakes, and those 'boundary water' lakes in Canada are just beautiful. When we re-located from western MA to AZ, we drove west using that route - just lovely.
Pauly - Lav and Dill have hit it on the head. I think being grateful each day for not having it control your life is a great way to move forward - being fearful of another lapse just adds fuel to the smoldering fire! I was listening to a meditation teacher, Pema Chodron, while I was on the plane and she made a great point about when we feel disappointed in ourselves -- she said to concentrate on being grateful that you know the difference between what you want to do and what you did do. The fact that you know is a good thing, a very good thing - and you can build on that. (Personally I also agree with Lav - taking AL completely off of the list of possibilities is a big help.) So grateful that you shared, it helps us all.
Star - if you're reading, go back to looking at the beautiful desert landscape! I hope the cholla are blooming now - they're so pretty. Hope you are having a great time.
I'm glad to be back in the saddle - take care all -
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