Where the heck is Saint Jude?

[Beaches]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Come back Judie!! Well she probably is out on the water somewhere.....somewhere over the rainbow

[Saint Jude]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Here I am! Just been MIA for a while! So sorry to have worried everybody.
But thank you all for the sweet PMs and notes.:h I've not been in a good head space lately. Not sure where it all started. I was sick with a flu bug for a while and still had to wait tables, so between throwing up between tables(running outside or to the bathroom), & not being able to or feeling like eating... I started drinking. I figured Hell with em! If I'm gonna feel & look this bad & still work... I'm gonna make myself feel at least a little bit better! Duh! Did I show them...I think I managed to make myself sicker!
When will I ever learn? Of coarse now comes the self loathing.
But I'm trying to pry my head back out...
I promise not to leave for so long again. I just felt that my problems were so small & I hate to snivel, so instead I drink too much & make my troubles get bigger.
Love you guys,
Judie

[Finding My Self]

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Hey Judie - glad you're (now!) OK!!! Sounds rotten.

Hey ho - **** happens and I'm sure you'll get back to your place of balance real soon... And your 'problems' are NOT small to me....'THAT' bug = my biggest trigger! I don't (anyway) have anything neggy to even vaguely think about you 'having a few'....! Just hope you're feeling better and ready to enjoy life again.

Your buddies are going to be soooh glad to 'see' you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (So'm I.)

Love FMF xxx

[Preciouspinot]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Yeah!!! Judie is back!!! :yougo: :yougo:

I hope you don't stay away like that again. You were missed tremendously!!!

So glad to have you back with us. :l

[Saint Jude]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Thanks for the warm welcome back. I must admit, when I get down on myself like that, I have a hard time functioning. I was so depressed I barely got out of bed the past 3 days. But I'm up & about now.
Unfortunately, franticly cleaning house before I go to work
Hopefully I'll get my truck back soon (it's still in the shop:upset: )& get back on the river again.
:l

[paula]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Glad your back Jude, I do understand how you feel, been there myself recently.
Love Paula.x

[betty boop]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Judie, thanks for the PM .... I'm gonna book a flight and visit you soon ..

Love ya ...... BBxx

[lushy]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

I just felt that my problems were so small & I hate to snivel, so instead I drink too much & make my troubles get bigger

Ahh, I can relate so much to that Judie. Please don't leave us again for this long. All problems, big or small, matter to us. Hope you start getting in a better head space soon. It is hard to break that cycle when you are in the middle of it. Glad you are back!!!:l

[bootcampbarbie]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

jude. i was missing you as well. so happy you are back. i've had pnemonia now for about 4 weeks and can well relate to the also feeling like drinking crazy. so i did that a few weeks back. and also so depressed that i couldn't get out of bed for days. i wonder sometimes too if being sick, depressed just go to gether. anyway, i well know how you feel and i am so happy you are back. bootsie

[sammys]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Hi judy, missed you girl!!!!

Sammys

[Flip]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

The world as we know it has been restored. Thank Dog.

[Beaches]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Judie so glad you are back. I missed you so much. Please don't leave for so long again. WE WORRY.

[amethyst]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

Ah Judie, we would understand-anything... don't be gone so long again-we missed you so! It is ok to post when you are down, and ask for support/help/encouragement/. You give so much to so many-please give us the opportunity to do the same for you. Love you:h

[Waves 2]

Where the heck is Saint Jude?

I was driven to drink by worrying about you!!!!

Lovely to see you . :l

Hope you can soon get back on the river and be restored.

If there's a trip happening Betty count me in. I want a go in that kayak!