I'm pretty much down today. Everything had been going well with the cutting down until Tuesday night and I let myself go. I had been drinking too much ever since. This morning I felt so guilty and ashamed and weak. I have had 4 beers today (which is really good for me in terms of amount, lol). But I still feel lousy. I had been so proud of myself and feeling well when I was able to cut back and now THIS! Arrrghhh...I also said a lot of stupid things when I downed all those beers now I don't know how to make myself look less crazy and how to get my self-respect back.
Can anyone relate to my feelings?
Thanks for letting me vent....
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