What a lot of crap that story that I told myself turned out to be. I have steadily since Christmas progressed to white wine and red wine and am writing this feeling hungover 'again'.
I do want to be able to moderate and need a plan. I have kudzu and l-glut but how do I go about formulating a plan. Where do I start?
Another thing, I have loads of friends who, in my opinion, enjoy a drink and I can see that they have a glass, then another, then another but they don;'t seem to have a problem with it. I seem to obssess in my head about having more and from what I can see they don't. Does this make any sense to anyone or is it as clear as mud, lol.
I think I could moderate if I was able to stop the feeling I get 'between drinks' of 'wanting more' and 'having more'. If I could get rid of these feelings would I then be just like my friends and be able to have a few and actually enjoy it instead of the night being wasted for me literally and figuratively by my obssessing
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