I know my Hubby's worried about me now too, so I'm feeling reel guilty and ashamed. I should know better. It's just been so long since I've done this I really didn't think I would get this far down again. This self-loathing sucks. I know it could be worse though. At least, I havn't gotten in accident or driven, or missed work. I did manage to pull this all off during my days off from work. Just hope I can pull myself together and "fake" it thru tonight @ work. Feeling kinda weak & shaky. I think I'll be OK. I've done it before, when I've been a lot worse for wear than this. I think I might have a bit of a bug too, as I haven't had an appetite at all, sorry to worry everyone.
Love ya :l Judie aka the brat
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