As some of you know - I am fairly new here - posted on My Story before - but now I'm committed to this course of action, I thought I would post here from now on!
Confidence or what!!
Well this is morning of Day 3 AF for me

That big chiller cabinet full of Stella (my poison of choice) won't get me without a fight!
It is strange the way one's body reacts - when I made the decision NOT to go to the store it gave me an acheing / longing feeling in the pit of my stomach - almost like losing a loved one!
But - I guess that is exactly what it is tho'
Stella and I need some time apart!
So Far, So Good
I did not sleep well last night again - but I guess that is to be expected, so I am still feeling like a zombie!
But that is still better than being a hung-over zombie!
I also can't yet get over the habit of being up real late (used to do this in order to have more drink when everyone else has gone to bed!). So I will need to try to move bed time a little earlier as time goes on - but early days.
I also seem to have lost my appetite - which is probably something I need to watch out for, as I am pretty lean already and I must have been getting the majority of my daily calorie intake from beer in the past!
I hope you will bear with me if I continue to post this boring stuff for a while - it is the anticipation of being able to share my successes (and I WILL be successful!!!) with you guys, that is keeping me on the path!!
I have hidden my problem so successfully - even from my immediate family - so well, that I do not think that they understand / believe the true extent of the problem, so they think that me not drinking for a few days is no big deal! (Not a great deal of support available there!)
Hopefully you guys know different about how it is!
The true test will come in the next few days as I am attempting Mods! In the past, one drink usually led to more - sometimes many more!
Better go do some work now.
Take care - hope you have a good day - keep them demons at bay!!
Satori
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