D'OH!

[satori]

Well,

It wasn't looking good when I was on here last night - I was down and needing a drink.

(Sorry Paula - you told me to Resist!!)

I promised myself when I started here that I wouldn't give you guys any BS - coz' that would just be me back to my old ways.

So here it is - I was planning to be AF last night and I DRANK! :upset:

NOT a major bender - about half a bottle of wine :blush:

OK - I have done a LOT worse - so I am looking on this positively.
I normally would have had the whole lot and quite possibly anything else in the house before I stopped.

So I will look on this as a minor blip and pick myself up, dust myself down and start again.

The positive thing is that I drank around 11.5 units of alcohol in total last week - If I can do that or better (as I had planned) it will be a VAST improvement. I used to drink more than that every day!


Go on then - give me a slap - I need it! :moon:

Have a good day

Satori

[tawnyfrog]

D'OH!

Consider it done.

[satori]

D'OH!

OUCH! Oi tawny - you were enjoying that!!!


satori

[betty boop]

D'OH!

Satori, You don't need to apologise to me .....

Well done for your honesty, and also for stopping at half a bottle ....

You're going in the right direction....

Love & Hugs :h :l :h :l

[satori]

D'OH!

Hi Paula,

Yep - I know I don't NEED to apologise - but I think what is going to get me through this is the fact that I feel I am sharing this "adventure".

I feel that if I let myself down, I let the whole lot of us down in a way, because everyone here is so supportive.

I know it was not a disaster - but I am annoyed with myself today!
But there is nothing new there - I have been annoyed with myself most mornings for the last twenty something years - but usually a lot worse!!!!

This week WILL be better!
I want to get a bit more of a handle on this before I go away on business in a couple of weeks (the trip has been brought FORWARD by a week!)

Take care - have a good one!

Satori

x

[Quiescent]

D'OH!

[Rocky]

D'OH!

Sometimes we make a wrong turn in a journey, go a distance out of the way, realize where we are and get back to the right road!

You realized it very quickly...and now you are back heading the right direction to you destination...

Congratulations on your accomplishments!

[betty boop]

D'OH!

Rachele, why have you posted a picture of a mouse???

Am I missing something .....

[satori]

D'OH!

Thanks Rocky,

Yep - I realised as I was giving in to the temptation to drink the wine! I just didn't have the strength to resist the wrong turning!

Things WILL be better this week!


Rachele - your white mouse picture is worrying me too!

What is that all about??

Is it some deep but subtle reflection that all life is an experiment and we are the mice????


Satori

[sammys]

D'OH!

I have done just what you have done and I know you feel the next morning like why in world did I drink. But you have been doing so good. Its the journey not the destination as they say.

Sammys

[Beaches]

D'OH!

Yeah what is with the mouse? Interesting

[Accountable for Me]

D'OH!

Satori, love your new avatar! Much less scary than the skeleton playing the piano!!!! (it really did scare me you know!)

You have done so well thus far! Hop back on the horse and keep up the good work!!

[InnerStrength]

D'OH!

I was kinda wondering about the mouse myself.....

[betty boop]

D'OH!

Fan, I'm here at the back of the bus love ......

[hidden_gem]

D'OH!

Okay.. still no mouse explanation... this is becoming stranger and stranger. Like some kind of very complicated ad campaign.

Gem