I'm good, for a change. I'm on my 2nd day (2nd time around on topamax). I'm quite amazed because I took my 25mg yesterday afternoon and when I got home, I had no desire to drink. It felt great to wake up without a hangover. I know I didn't like the side effects, especially when I got up to around 200mg, but heck, I must have forgotten the side effects of drinking too much. I bought a new supply of All One this morning before work and listened to some good music...I've promised myself for weeks to put some good CDs in the car for my commute, and what a difference some good tunes make.
I'm very sad to hear such pain and grief on the site. I wish I had an answer. I do think this site should be a place to express feelings, and I'm glad to see some guidelines suggested just to remind us to treat one another with dignity...I've seen some really nasty behavior, and I shutter to think of someone coming on for the first time in great pain and grief, just to find a locked door or a negative response. I have to say also, that I will hesitate to refer anyone here, for fear they may find the same thing that who knows how many others has seen. When this isn't happening, this place and everyone in it can be the most loving and powerful human beings I've ever witnessed...it's true, maybe with the light comes the shadow, but shouldn't we feel some responsibility to newcomers who are coming in cold from the dark.
Namaste everyone...enjoy the full moon, but watch out for it's force.
XOXOXO
Dianne
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