I don't drink everyday, used to go months with out drinking. Go out for months and drink only one or two and then all of a sudden one night i get so drunk, i can't remember the last part of the evening. Why do I do that.? I embrass myself,my husband (who stopped drinking 10 years ago) 4 weeks ago i got drunk at a party my children were there and i feel so ashamed that they saw me totally out of control. They have only seen me tipsy before. I usually manage to control it pretty much. I have noticed though over the last year, that I have started feeling like a drink to relax at the end of the day. Most nights i do ignore the feeling. But I have found that I'm getting drunk more than I used to. Before I only drank too much about 2 a year. This year it has been more. I have party friends who i would drink with, but it seems to me that I'm getting drunker at parties at normally i would never have dreamed of drinking too much. I'm tired of agonising over it. I do need help in learning how to control myself, Why have I lost that control?
Achohol is a problem with some members of my family. As alot of you, we grew up with our parents having a drink before dinner, mum tended to often drink heaps more if she could. To look at her you would never know that she has a problem. I don't want my kids to have those kind of memories and be embrassed or worried that when we go out together that their mom is going to get drunk.
I'm going into my 4th week without a drink. But I must admit i feel like a really good glass of red. Any advise would be really appreciated.
I ordered the book today and want to order the tapes. I don't know if i need all the cds. or just the social drinker one. :new:
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