my head is up my arse help

[jon1133]

i cannot stop ...im so alone no guidance,,,i dont want to live like this..im sick of it sick of me sick of booze sick sick of being constantyl sick.........how do you guys do it or get it???

[Guest]

my head is up my arse help

jon, first of all, you`re not alone........all of us are in the same boat.......or have been, myself until very recently.

Yes, you sound beaten/desperate, just as I was when I pleaded for the others to help me. Well, they did very kindly give me endless support and advice. But!!!.........noone could actually stop drinking for me, and until I managed to get my head around that, I was just gonna carry on drinking. I came to M.W.O. at my lowest ebb........if I can do it, so can you.........you`ve done it before for starters.

Look deep inside your soul........you already possess the power to free yourself. Just find the strength to take that first step, and we`ll be here for you, every step of the way..........

Love and strength to you for starting out,

Starlight Impress x

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

her is my story worts an all...
43 male left home in scotland for a new life..my partner bottled out i came alone built a buisness i took her back and her hash pproblem i got to know all the drugs dealers in town to get her a fix
she left me for another guy thats ok........drinking or dealing with life has alwayes eluded me i get on sooooo well and then i fall..i was told i drink to much....now im in the mind set your an alky and alkys drink all day..i had a pretty good life in stinky greenock but im not enjoying this life is my excuse booze i dunno foks help me oot

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

cheers star..and you are a star

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

gonna go to chat

[Guest]

my head is up my arse help

You just have to start by deciding "this is the day", jon..........tell yourself it`s your Day 1 and get on with it, `cos sadly, there is no other way. Do whatever you have to do........if you know you can`t handle the withdrawal, seek your doc`s help and get yourself some meds to withdraw safely.

I`ll be totally honest........I climbed the walls on my 1st AF night, but I had made my decision and I refused to give in. I came onto the site that night......was weeping and wailing.....was pathetic and am not embarassed to say so........because, despite the needy state I was in, when I logged in, so many caring ppl stayed online with me `til I got over the worst. I could have gave in at any second that night and crossed the road to buy my "fix", but I toughed it out, because I knew that the despair I was feeling would be short lived.

Am only 44 days sober jon, and still think it would be lovely to buy a little liquid indulgence for this evening, but I won`t.........I made my decision 44 days ago and I would honestly rather die than go back to the drunk version of me.

Please make a start and bear with it......it does get better each and every day.

Starlight Impress x

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

i want out....and out of this head...your one amazing chick......i will sort this out for me cause me is beat :O(and me dont want this no more im rock bottom..........i need to get up like you!!

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

i wanted to die today.........omg aint gonna happen wee man will get up and fighT

[Guest]

my head is up my arse help

So decide if "today is the day" then, and go for it, jon. I would break out in a cold sweat the first couple of days as I endured the psychological struggle of whether or not to buy any drink. After the first coupla days, you may well still feel that you`d like to buy booze, but you are no longer driven by the sheer compulsion to buy. Remember how good you felt when you were last AF?........you are the exact same person today as you were back then.........you did it back then........you can undoubtedly do it now........allow your self-belief to resurface.

Starlight Impress x

[Guest]

my head is up my arse help

P.S.
And you say you hate where you live etc., but it`s amazing how much brighter everything looks when we`re not steeped in booze.......promise!!!

Starlight Impress x

[jon1133]

my head is up my arse help

im going for it im not weak in anyway or form